Join Date: 11/21/09
Last Logged In: 04/15/10
I find that the more time passes, the more I learn and grow to being my full self. I don\'t believe in third chances, but seconds are a definite. And you can\'t always fix every problem; they like knots. The more complex, the harder to get through. But sometimes the complex is what you get through easiest and the simpler knots are harder for you to unravel. Sometimes, you just need to leave the knots and tangles to hold everything together, to keep everything around you from crumbling. Even a dead clock shows the correct time twice a day. I find tolerance is really just another word for ignorance, but it is needed. Though, I\'m not a patient person, nor do I stick to one thing for long unless it catches my attention entirely. I\'m normally level-headed, but sometimes, when its a subject I\'m truly passionate about, I\'ll tend to be lead by my emotions, and my true dominant side kicks in. I have to maintain my calm, for the sake of my friend\'s, so I learned to think with my brain, but it\'s also a process. I\'m also the oldest of my friends, by almost a year for some of them. They tend to be reckless, so I have to reign them in most times, so they don\'t get hurt by their actions. Some don\'t learn, few do. I bring my camera everywhere, because I like to document my life and where I go and what I see so I don\'t forget. I\'m interested in learning foreign languages and I think everyone should. I\'m learning a bunch right now, but the ones I\'m really into are Italian and French. English is my native language. I don\'t have to work much for my grades. It\'s always been that way. But in no way am I perfect. I suffered from eating disorders because I had/have a low body image. But I always post a picture, just so people can know what I look like. I hate when people assume things. That\'s what causes most problems. People assume and judge before they get the true facts. And that\'s not to say that facts don\'t start drama, but it\'d be much better if you knew the facts so the person you\'re going against has nothing to say. I like leaving people speechless. I hang out with boys, and girls. I also happen to like both in sexual and romantic ways. My favorite band is Alesana and Secondhand Serenade. I do love to read, at least five hours a day. Or rather, it used to be that way. I\'m out of books. So I write my own, though I don\'t read them most times. I just like to write and when I write, it feels just like I\'m reading.
I normally only read things once. And I think you now know a little more about me. I have another account on here, it\'s Kotone,
formerly known as Moonlit Dawn.