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Name: Gone
Status: Author
Join Date: 01/27/07
Last Logged In: 10/30/20
Skin: ThePoetAndTheMoon
Links: blog

Updates on when to expect chapters and what's going on with ratings and whatever else can be found at the bottom of the page, above my stories.

Hi, I'm a trans man in his late 20s. I don't follow fandoms as much as I did when I was younger, but I still love writing for them. I'd write more but I'm very uninteresting.

What is with the weird timing and notes on Insanity and Blood and Flowers?

tl;dr: they are very old in origin and I take them all too seriously.

Originally, they were posted on AnimeSpiral, a site that hasn't existed since 2007 or something like that. They were cross-posted here while it still existed, I believe. Anyway, they were a lot less well-written, basically the first drafts you would have written when you were 12, you know? Despite that, I still loved them and wanted them to come to an end.

The original Insanity, entitled 'The Black Tears of Insanity' was complete, the story over, but it was awfully written and had crack-ish parts that I hated and modern references and semi-to-overt Mary-Sue tendencies. Still, the story was my baby, so I stripped it down. It still was badly written, but it was much more coherent. Finally, I rewrote the first five chapters into the first chapter posted here. It more than tripled in length. This was a process of years from initial completion to non-crack to what is here now, plus the more recent edits I've gone in with. The whole thing has been plotted forever, so once corrected it will finish as soon as possible.

Blood and Flowers wasn't as problematic, but was initially quite badly written and, worse, written based off the pairing I wanted rather than a story inspiration. When I started it, that wasn't too much of a problem, but it's why I've had so many notes written that I dislike thinking about finishing it; it was never inspired in the first place. Ironically, I seem to fake it better than I write real stories, as BnF has always been the more reviewed and higher-rated story. I have never finished it, but after chapter one, I wrote probably six different variations on chapter 2 trying to get it right. The current one, that I wrote to continue it after not watching the series in over five years and having long since abandoned the story is actually keeping me inspired, though. I've had renewed interest for it. It means a lot to me to care for it again.

The long break in updating either (I know, years) was because I was busy with my personal life and pretty well gave up on fanfiction. I doubt I'll write much new fanfiction in the future, but these two stories are part of my writing history, and I think it is a disservice to myself to leave them incomplete. It has been nagging at me for years that two important stories, my first two real stories ever, really, were never properly finished. They will probably be written to completion within 2014, unless the plots decide to take longer(lol 2014 me was hilarious). They are no longer orphaned, in any case.

Random final notes:

- I'm SUPER RIDICULOUSLY HAPPY that none of the recent scares of Luna closing have actually happened, and that donors came forward so well in december 2013. You all are awesome.
-I need a new one of these because wow, 2016-2017. I couldn't afford to donate, but I'm so happy the fundraiser has a decent start and thankful to all the mods making such an effort, and Diamond April for funding things. Holy shit, you all are awesome.

- Wolf Who Rules Wind: Thank you for all your support on the original versions of these. If you find this account, be sure to review or contact me, okay?

- I used to be on AnimeSpiral way way back when, until it shut down (2007?ish), so if you were there, hi!

(most recent update bolded at the bottom)
Story/Writing Updates:
May 8/14- Insanity and BnF both had chapter six added April/24/14, and are now approved (May 4 and 8)
May 18/14- Both sevens have rewritten, completed, uploaded, and are awaiting approval.
July 28/14- Sevens both approved and posted.
Aug 6/14- Working on typing the eights. Taking my time a bit since the queue's closed.
Aug 20/14- Now that I note the queue is open, I'm hurrying up again. Insanity 8 is almost done, I'm not sure where I want to put the chapter break. It's over 1000 words but I wanted to cover more plot than I have. Working on BnF 8 now, expect to upload this weekend.
Aug 21/14- BNF 8 finished (3220 words) and uploaded, so here's hoping I didn't screw it up and it goes through. Insanity I'm still not sure where to end, but will be uploaded soon. Chapter 9 of BNF is plotted on paper.
Aug 28/14- Insanity 8 is very nearly ready for uploading. Around 2700 words, just needs to be wrapped up, which I'm not doing at 2:30am on a weekday. Plus, giving the mods some spacing what with the rush right now and stuff.
Sept 9/14- BNF 8 is up and readable
Sept 22/14- I've been sick. I'll try to get updates done for both stories soon. I'm having second thoughts on what's done so far in Insanity 8, which is why it didn't end up just wrapping up and getting posted.
Sept 23/14- Insanity 8 is uploaded, awaiting approval. Starting the 9s today.
Oct 9/14- Somewhat unexpectedly I am moving, so that will slow down the next uploads.
Nov 21/14- Moved in, internet, etc, and not completely buried in stuff, and so BnF 9 is written and has been uploaded. Assuming no grievous errors on my part, it should be approved within a couple weeks. Insanity's 9 has only begun.
Nov 26/14- Insanity Ch. 9 is at about 2000/2500 words, so it should be uploaded to await approval within a couple days.
Dec 17/14- Validated! Awesome, except that now I'm the only one to blame for slow updates.
Dec 22/14- Insanity 9 is finally up, working on both 10s.
Feb 12/15- BNF 10 is up
Nov 17/15- BNF 11 is uploaded
Dec 1/15- BNF 12 is uploaded
Dec 2/15- Insanity 10 is framed and started, BNF 13 is framed
Dec 3/15- Insanity 10 is uploaded. Insanity 11 is somewhat planned.
Dec 17/15- Started a Mushishi one shot. 540 words of probably 2-3k.
Dec 29/15- Added further plans for BNF and Insanity's upcoming chapters
Dec 30/15 Started a Hellsing one shot, planned an Inuyasha one, and started BNF 13
Dec 31/15- Insanity 11 is started.
Jan 4/16- BNF 13 completed and posted, 14 is written.
Jan 5/16- BNF 14 edited and posted
Jan 7/16- BNF 15 started.
Jan 23/16- Insanity 11 is posted
Feb 15/16- Insanity 12 is started. 1200 words so far, expect 2.0-3.5k total
Apr 18/16- [2am] Insanity 12 is up. BNF 15 will be next up
Apr 18/16- [morning] BNF 15 is completed and up. Ins 13 and BNF 16 vaguely planned. Working on Hellsing fic as a refresher.
Apr 18/16- [evening] I'm very excited by my Hellsing fic, currently at 3000+ words.
Apr 18/16- [late late] Hellsing fic complete [6600ish words] awaiting editing and optional epilogue. This was a very accomplished day.
Apr 20/16- Hellsing fic (Wingates Manor) complete and up at 7100 words
May 9/16- BNF 16 written and posted. ~1500 words. Insanity 13 started
May 12/16- Insanity 13 is 2100/3000ish words. Need to review some material to write Izumi. Starting BNF 17 while I find that.
Aug 18/16- Insanity 13 edited and posted
Aug 19/16- One shot Gravity Falls drabble written and posted
Aug 24/16- BNF Chapter 17 written and posted
Jan 27/17- Been on Lunaescence for 10 years!
Mar 14/17- Updates for BnF and Insanity written in anticipation of Lunaescence launching. Started Insanity ch. 15
Mar 15/17- Luna is back!
Mar 15/17- Various continuity/time corrections for Insanity and BnF. Hoping to upload new chapters, but getting an error.
Mar 16/17- Various errors sorted out and both BNF and Insanity are updated
Mar 17/17- Realized I've been on Luna for over ten years
May 3/17- Worked on Insanity ch. 15 and better tied it together. ~2000 words now, will either be a little longer if I split it, or a lot longer if I fit the next piece into the same chapter.
Jan 22/18 - Wrote and uploaded Insanity chapter 16
Nov 18/18 - Wrote short chapter 17 (~800 words) to Ins, uploaded to Ao3
Nov 19/18 - Reformatted and uploaded Ins chapter 17 to Luna
Nov 20/18 - Insanity ch. 18 written (~2100 words) and uploaded
Dec 2/19 - Insanity ch. 19 written and uploaded to AO3
Dec 4/19 - Insanity ch. 20 started
Dec 5/19 - Insanity ch. 19 reformatted and uploaded to Luna
Dec 5/19 - Insanity ch. 20 written and uploaded to AO3 and Luna
Dec 5/19 - Insanity ch. 21 plotted, first sentences down
Feb 13/20 - BNF ch. 19 completed and posted to AO3
Feb 20/20 - Insanity ch. 21 completed and posted to AO3
Apr 24/20 - BNF ch. 20 completed and posted to AO3
Apr 27/20 - BNF chs. 19 and 20, plus Insanity ch. 21, reformatted and posted to Luna. Worked on Ins ch. 22
Apr 29/20 - Finished and uploaded Insanity ch. 22. Started Insanity 23
Sep 21/20 - Started BNF ch. 21
Sep 22/20 - Finished BNF ch. 21
Sep 23/20 - Proofread and formatted BNF ch. 21, uploaded to Luna and AO3
Sep 24/20 - Completed, edited, uploaded Insanity ch. 23 to Luna and AO3
Sep 25/20 - (will probably remove after next update is added) immediately willing to continue both stories but very very tired and hoping to have the effort on the 17th or 28th (lol watch that not happen)
Sep 27/20 - started BNF ch. 22 and Insanity ch. 24, both in the hundreds of words
Sep 29/20 - started Fruits Basket fanfic (untitled, transmasc readerxayame), finished and uploaded BNF ch. 22, started BNF ch. 23. finished Insanity ch. 24, but need to edit, especially for repetitious language.
Sep 30/20 - realized I spelled 'colonel' wrong almost every time throughout the entirety of Insanity ('colonol') and manually corrected both uploads (here and AO3). Edited and uploaded Insanity Ch. 24 and made notes for Ch. 25. Worked on BNF Ch. 23. Finished ch. 1 of Ayame fic, but waiting to make some buffer before uploading.
Oct 1/20 - [2am] finished and uploaded BNF Ch. 23. please note the author's note is not working
Oct 2/20 - [~1am] Standardized spellings and italics use for swords 'Jyakotsutō' and 'Banryū' in BNF. Added umlauts to 'führer' throughout Insanity. Started work on chapters 24 and 25, respectively.
Oct 3/20 - [~1am] Worked on BNF ch. 25. Started ch.2 of Ayame fic.
Oct 4/20 - [am] Wrote much (half? two thirds? one third?) of Insanity ch. 25. super horny chapter, already noting new chapter/story warnings. Also worked on ch. 2 of Ayame fic (still not uploading ch. 1 yet)
Oct 4/20 - [late] Worked on BNF ch. 24.
Oct 5/20 - [2am] Completed and uploaded Insanity ch. 25. Read the warnings.
Oct 5/20 - Completed Ayame fic ch. 2. Still need a title and the will to upload
Oct 6/20 - Wrote the first five parts of 31 Day Horror House challenge.
Oct 7/20 - Caught up with 31 Day Horror House (days 6 and 7 written)
Oct 8/20 - [am] Continued BNF ch. 24, started Insanity ch. 26 and Ayame fic ch. 3.
Oct 8/20 - [pm] Continued all active stories, wrote and uploaded day 8 of halloween challenge.
Oct 9/20 - [am] completed Ayame fic ch. 3
Oct 9/20 [pm] completed day 9 of Horror House challenge
Oct 10/20 - completed day 10 of Horror House challenge
Oct 11/20 - completed day 11 of Horror House challenge
Oct 12/20 - completed day 12 of Horror House challenge
Oct 13/20 - Completed day 13 of Horror House challenge. Made Insanity and Ayame notes
Oct 14/20 - finished this day of halloween challenge. Nearly completed BNF ch. 24 and a good amount of Ayame fic (but Aya fic may need a lot of editing)
Oct 15/20 - finished and uploaded Horror House 15 and BNF 24. Worked on Ayame fic (no longer really bothering to mark chapters)
Oct 16/20 - 31 Day Horror House 16 up, lots of Ayame fic, some of Insanity ch. 26
Oct 17/20 - Horror House 17 up
Oct 18/20 - [2am] added about 1000 words to Ayame fic
Oct 19/20 - wrote/posted horror house 19. wrote a few hundred words to all fics.
Oct 20/20 - wrote/posted horror house 20
Oct 21/20 - wrote/posted horror house 21 and touched on Insanity ch. 26
Oct 22/20 - wrote/posted horror house 22
Oct 23/20 - wrote half of horror house 23
Oct 24/20 - finished and posted horror house 23, wrote/posted horror house 24, and did some work on Insanity ch. 26
Oct 25/20 - wrote and posted 31 day horror house chapter 25. It's short, sorry.
Oct 26/20 - wrote and posted 31 day horror house chapter 26 and 27. now episodes will be posted so they can be read on the correct day, instead of at the end of or after that day
Oct 28/20 - [2am] wrote and posted 31 day horror house, chapter 28.
Oct 29/20 -[1am] write and posted day 29 of horror house, longest chapter yet

Supernatural & Horror

Rated: 13+ | Warnings: Strong Language
Main Characters: Original Character(s), Reader, You
Genres: Adventure, Comedy, Horror | Story Types: WIP
Length: 30 chapter(s) / 18490 words | Complete: No

Summary: Your car breaks down and you are chased to a spooky house in the woods, a different monster appearing in each chapter.

No pairing, just a little adventure. Info inside.

Queer and trans characters.
Published: 10/06/20 | Updated: 10/30/20
Inu Yasha

Rated: Adult | Warnings: Adult Situations, Coarse Language, Erotica, Sexual Abuse, Sexual dialogue, Torture, Violence
Main Characters: Bankotsu, Ginkotsu, Jakotsu, Kagome, Other, Reader, Renkotsu, You
Genres: Adventure, Romance, Time Travel | Story Types: Reader Insert
Length: 24 chapter(s) / 47846 words | Complete: No

Summary: Kagome brings you back in time to prove she's telling the truth, but the reality in her fantastic situation becomes a little too strong when a band of mercenaries take you hostage. ReaderxBankotsu - Rated primarily for sexuality. There is also violence and swearing. Although there is a warning for sexual assault, it is brief, not overly explicit, stopped/interrupted, and not between the established couple.
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Published: 12/31/07 | Updated: 10/16/20

Rated: 13+ | Warnings: Violence
Main Characters: Alucard, Integra Hellsing, Reader
Genres: Horror | Story Types: One Shot, Reader Insert
Length: 1 chapter(s) / 763 words | Complete: Yes

Summary: You had only a moment with your saviour, and he didn't care anyway.

A fairly likely alternate ending for Seras or other humans saved by the Hellsing corporation, although that wasn't why I wrote it.

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Published: 03/03/09 | Updated: 03/04/09
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Gravity Falls

Rated: 13+ | Warnings: None
Main Characters: Dipper Pines, Other, Reader, You
Genres: Comedy, Supernatural | Story Types: Drabble, Ficlet, Reader Insert
Length: 1 chapter(s) / 199 words | Complete: Yes

Summary: You didn't get Dipper's problem with summoning Bill- it's not as though you'd make a deal with him; you just had a few questions. But gazing upon Bill's true form, it was more difficult than expected to ask what you had rehearsed.

Implied Bill CipherxReader
Published: 08/19/16 | Updated: 08/19/16
Fullmetal Alchemist

Rated: Adult | Warnings: Angst, Coarse Language, Death, Explicit Material, Fetish and Paraphilia, Mature Content, Multiple Partners, Sexual dialogue, Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Main Characters: Alphonse, Edward, Envy, Greed, Lust, Reader, You
Genres: Action, Adventure, Death, Lemon, Romance | Story Types: Reader Insert
Length: 25 chapter(s) / 59859 words | Complete: No

Summary: To mix foolhardiness with estranged family members and violent monsters is not as comedic as it may sound. The Elrics did not need another homunculus on their hands, and you didn't expect one in yours.
ReaderxEnvy - 2003 homunculi. Rated for for violence, gore, and sexuality; specific warnings in ch. 1 notes. Not crack, despite the title.
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Published: 11/07/08 | Updated: 10/05/20

Rated: Adult | Warnings: Adult Situations, Coarse Language, Explicit Material, Sexual dialogue, Sexual Situations
Main Characters: Alucard, Reader, You
Genres: Friendship, Lemon, Occult | Story Types: One Shot, Reader Insert
Length: 1 chapter(s) / 7184 words | Complete: Yes

Summary: When you arrived at the Wingates Manor, you had planned well and agreed to the risks of exploring alone, even in a building that was supposedly haunted. What you hadn't planned for was the other corporeal being stalking the corridors.


Gender neutral reader character and friends; this should read the same for anyone- binary and nonbinary genders, cis or trans.
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Published: 04/20/16 | Updated: 04/20/16

Rated: Youth | Warnings: None
Main Characters: Alucard, Integra Hellsing, Walter
Genres: General | Story Types: One Shot
Length: 1 chapter(s) / 1283 words | Complete: Yes

Summary: Integra waits, impatient, contemplating the two vampires of her legion and her standing within the house.

Possible AlucardxIntegra, if you squint right.
Published: 11/30/10 | Updated: 12/06/10